Just A Minute In May

Just A Minute In May 2017 | A Beautiful Distraction

have always wanted to try something with emerald/dark green since a long while ago, so yeah... after uploading it, I realize that it reminds me of Raya, which is coming soon! if you have a bit of imagination, you can actually see an "M" (for May, duh) from the sticks.

loving | electric blue.

reading | Magazine B - Issue No. 46: Pantone and Yes! 50 Scientifically Proven Ways to Be Persuasive.

learning | to be here and be here, not be here and at the same time be somewhere else, like the virtual world or my castle in the air.

watching | 13 Reasons Why (debatable. my two cents: people always say suicide is not an option but no one wants to see what pushes someone to think so), Wall-E, and You Mean The World To Me 海墘新路 (hmm a bit disappointing).

withdrawing | from almost everything and everyone (yeah, if you think it's just you, no it's not*). there's a Chinese proverb that says something like "take a rest for the longer journey ahead." I guess this is it.

rethinking | about my priorities and things I'm willing to sacrifice... no conclusion yet, but this: I definitely want my sleep!

feeling | 1. lonely. not expecting this huh but I think it's always there, just that I didn't realize it because of the ways I deal with it, but recently it's just right in the face. no, not looking for anyone to make me feel less this way. instead, trying to live with it because yeah, I still have my live-on-a-secluded-island-like-a-hermit dream. *winks* 2. pissed. not the I-wanna-scream-until-my-lungs-burst kinda pissed but the man-I-don't-know-anymore-I'm-not-sure-what-to-say-anymore pissed, which also kinda explains the withdrawal I guess...

*I'm sorry but you're just not that special. :P