PROJECT: Outside In

it all started from driving around a New Village with my dad one day. having nothing to do, I looked at the houses and realised that I don’t actually hate all grilles (I used to hate it and dreamt of a house with only windows without grilles). also, kampung folks have much better taste in colours than city people.

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PROJECT: Child's Play

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it all started when we had a down day coming in the office so my sifu, Eunice let us try something on our own, whatever it is, as long as we use food as our material. after a few scrolls through Pinterest, I came across this image. more Google Search led me to the original artist's page and boy, he made a series out of it (click the right button till you got to "Winter Games for Kinfolk")!

so the day came and we shot this.

you know how ideas just come and go, like when you're sitting in the toilet tryna poop? I only added the poker cards and the classic tableware for a little twist so that my photo doesn’t come out the same as my inspiration’s. but they're so Malaysian that I thought, "hey, why not make an entire series that's Malaysian?" and boom, here we go 'cause nothing excites me more than having an idea that I can put into form. 

so my family, my boss and I started throwing some snacks and toys from our childhood into a list. then its sourcing for the materials - the most challenging part of the project. I think the worker at the confectionery store at my hometown already knew me by now 'cause of the frequent visits. though our family could be considered as a hoarder, I still needed to search for many things. and sadly, I had to cross out some ideas and come up with something else in the process. (a part two perhaps?)

the idea came so fast that honestly, I wasn’t prepared enough for it. I never thought of how to actually set the crackers up as a house of cards. damn, I didn't even bring enough crackers. but thankfully we have everything I need in the studio. here's a shoutout to Eunice for being a collector (translate: hoarder XD)! so lucky to have that iconic kopitiam cup and saucer.

wasn't part of the plan but Eunice suggested it. it's fun thinking of ways to execute it and then how to Photoshop it.

a lot of the process went like this - just winging it. on one hand, I like that it pushed my creativity and kicked me in the butt to make me try harder this time and all the time after that. it's always fun to come up with a solution to shoot it and then make it into the final image. also, to make impromptu stop motions. on the other, I actually regretted it a little. I'm not one who's good at drafting (my mates always laugh at my storyboards that I did for school :() but a lot of things could've been better if I put more time and thought on it, like planning out the colours and layout. lesson learnt.

despite that, I still enjoyed every moment creating this. it's my first time working indoor with studio lights and surely I still have a long way to go in mastering it. but I can't wait for the day that I'm good enough to be able to play around with them. kudos to my sifu for letting my try! also, you know I always love a Photoshop challenge and because I'm terrible at the kitchen so here's a very crappy GIF of my photo manipulation work-in-progress.

one of the few stop motions I made on-the-fly. catch them all on  my Instagram !

one of the few stop motions I made on-the-fly. catch them all on my Instagram!

many heartfelt thanks to Eunice for her guidance, for giving me space (figuratively as well as literally) as an outlet for my creativity and for pushing my boundaries. also to my mom, who usually nags a lot when I try to take anything from our home for my project, but instead willingly gave me anything I need this time, especially her support, even when she has no idea what the hell I’m up to.

my gratitude also goes to Sum and Pui San for pointing me to my material source, and to Yi Hsien for bouncing ideas with me for the verrryyy last piece. (it's really a matter of racing with time.)

Pacman is something I wanted to do from the very beginning but I had no idea how to execute it other than using Ligo raisins and Tiger biscuit. I had a hard time looking for something to make the ghost.

Pacman is something I wanted to do from the very beginning but I had no idea how to execute it other than using Ligo raisins and Tiger biscuit. I had a hard time looking for something to make the ghost.

lastly, thanks to my family for throwing just about anything to me, hoping that it would help. love everyone at home and I'm forever thankful for the incredible support from my friends. <3 A-Star-Star for those who're always with me on any journey I take.

to wrap it up, here's my favourite from the series! comments, feedback and constructive criticisms are welcome. I hope you like the project and you see your childhood in each piece. :)



for some reason, after I read 1Q84, the Fuka Eri in my mind always wears a black long sleeves and a pair of jeans. I can't remember if she's mentioned wearing like this in the book or not, but Ruo Ling's Fuka Eri is like that.

anyway, took the opportunity to take these photos last November/December when the floor in my parent's room is done. anyway, just experimenting on layout, GIF, cinematograph and photo manipulation. like it?


a photo of me before I end this. heh.

- special thanks to 12 Cafe + Alibaba for lending me the furniture - 


SHOOT: Outtakes From The Studio


some funny moments from that time we did a shoot in the studio. the real thing will be up soon (…well it depends on my motivation actually :P :P). so yeah, watch this space!


STILL LIFE: Of Radiohead and Bally Shoes

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went to Amcorp Mall for the flea market (happens every weekend) recently and got myself these secondhand Bally shoes for a hundred bucks. was looking for a pair of not-too-fancy oxfords and there they were, sitting nicely on a pile of old books waiting for me (hello~ no, not gonna do the Adele thing). the stall owner just got it the previous day so I guess it's fate, (though it's a little big for my feet, but big is always better than small yeah?). so yes, score. also, finally got hold of a Radiohead CD after so many times of holding it in Rock Corner until even the store clerks can recognize my face.


SHOOT: Silhouette


photos taken in late August that got lost, founded, forgotten and being reminded of only recently. how did it went through so much process? I don't know. probably 'cause I'm not a morning person and I went straight to bed again after shooting and somehow transferred the photos mid-dream. mind you, I had to wake at 7 to catch that dawn blue. also, a lesson: don't shoot straightaway after you wake because you'll have photos of your swollen face like above. or is my face that swollen all the time?